every time i try to do smokey eyes



i wish that i could wake up with a boyfriend

and forget about my stupid ugly face

» Survey #129 : 15 sections, 5 questions

[1] you;
1. most people call you?: Chandra
2. when’s your birthday?: December 6th
3. is your current hair color your natural hair color?: No
4. what are you complimented on most?: My hair and  my complexion
5. what do you do for fun?: Tumblr, watch movies and tv shows, read books and fanfiction, write, Tumblr

[2] family;
1. are your parents still together?: Yup.
2. how old are your siblings, if you have any?: 26-30, I think?
3. are you the tallest one in your family?: I think my brother.
4. do you have the same name as one of your relatives?: No.
5. how many letters are there in your last name?: 7

[3] friends;
1. do you have a lot of friends?: Kinda.
2. what do you guys do when you’re together?: Hang out at the mall or someone’s place
3. have you ever lost a friend because of something stupid?: Yeah.
4. have you made any new friends this year?: Yes.
5. who’s the last friend you hung out with?: A classmate.

[4] your best friend(s);

1. how’d you meet him/her?: At school during the first grade.
2. do you live near each other?: Yes.
3. how long have you been best friends?: More than 10 years now, I think.
4. do you tell him/her everything?: Yes.
5. would you do anything for them?: Depends.

[5] boyfriend/girlfriend; (skip if single…)
1. How long have you liked this person?: 
2. How long have you been going out?: 
3. Who asked who out?: 
4. Do you love him/her?: 
5. Do you think you’ll be together forever?: 

[6] single life; (skip if taken…) 
1. how long have you been single?: Since September 2013.
2. who ended your last relationship?: I did.
3. do you wish you were in a relationship?: Sometimes.
4. as of today, do you like anyone?: Yes Luke Hemmings
5. if so, do you think it’ll go anywhere?: Lol no he doesn’t even know me

[7] who’s;
1. a person you’d travel across the country to see?: Family.
2. someone you would do anything for?: Family and best friends.
3. someone you’d die for?: Family.
4. a person you’ve known for your entire life?: My family.
5. your favorite person?: My best friend.

[8] have you ever;
1. sang a solo in front of a large audience?: Yes.
2. been in trouble with the cops?: Yes.
4. kicked a guy in the junk?: Nope.
5. pretended to be happy?: Always.

[9] do you believe;
1. in god?: Yes.
2. in satan?: Yes.
3. that everything happens for a reason?: Sorta.
4. in love at first sight?: Yes.
5. that there’s such a thing as true love?: kinda

[10] school; (skip if you work…)
1. what grade are you in?: I’m a Sophomore in college.
2. do you get good grades?: Yeah.
3. are you the teacher’s pet?: No.
4. have you ever been sent to the principal’s office?: Yeah, when I was in the third grade.
5. do you plan on going to college?: I’m in college.

[11] work; (skip if you don’t have a job…) 
1. how long have you been working at your job?
2. what do you do there?
3. what’s your favorite part about it?
4. is your boss a pain in the ass?
5. do you think you’ll work there your entire life?:

[12] pets;

1. what was your first pet’s name?: Keeper.
2. do you currently have any pets?:  Three dogs.
3. do you always remember to feed/water them?: Yeah.
4. have you ever had a pet fish?: No.
5. what’s the strangest animal you’ve had for a pet?: A huge ass rat?

[13] last time you…;
1. told someone you loved them?: Hours ago.
2. had sex?: 5 months ago.
3. drove a car?: Haven’t driven one yet.
4. went to burger king?: I can’t remember.
5. made someone cry?: A week ago?

[14] yesterday; 
1. what did you do?: Nothing
2. was it a good day?: Uh huh.
3. did you hang out with any friends?: No
4. did you get in any trouble?: No
5. was it better than today?: No

[15] today;
1. what day is it?: Monday
2. did you do anything fun?: No
3. did you have to work?: I don’t work
4. where did you go?: Nowhere
5. what are you doing tonight?: Watching True Blood
 and rewriting notes

- Name: Chandra
- Eye Color: Brown
- Hair Style/Color: Wavy, mid-length, dyed red
- Height: Short because I don’t know what my height is in numbers
- Clothing style: Casual and comfortable
- Best physical feature: Lips

- Your fears: Blood, closed spaces
- Your guilty pleasure: The Twilight Saga and Fifty Shades trilogy
- Ambitions for the future: Become a psychiatrist/Marry Luke Hemmings

- Your first thoughts waking up: What am I going to do today
- What you think about most: Luke Hemmings
- What you think about before bed: A shit ton of stuff but mostly Luke Hemmings
- You think your best quality is: I’m passionate

- Single or group dates: Single
- To be loved or respected: To be loved
- Beauty or brains: Brains
- Dogs or cats: Dogs

- Lie: Yes
- Believe in yourself: Yes
- Believe in love: Yes
- Want someone: Yes

- Been on stage: Yes, a ton of times already
- Done drugs: No and not ever
- Changed who you were to fit in: Nope

- Favorite color: Red
- Favorite animal: Dog
- Favorite movie: The Fault in Our Stars
- Favorite game: The Sims

- Day your next birthday will be: Saturday
- How old will you be: 19
- Age you lost your virginity: 17
- Does age matter: Depends

- Best personality: Romantic and adventurous
- Best eye color: Blue
- Best hair color: Blonde
- Best thing to do with a partner: Do everything and nothing and have sex of course lol

- I love: Luke Hemmings
- I feel: sick
- I hide: a lot of things
- I miss: my sister
- I wish: Luke Hemmings knew who I was


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there is no in between


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